Teamir is a joy. He has the greatest smile and laugh. He is busy busy busy. I am not sure I anticipated the on the go nature of a little one who has had his world limited by a foot brace. I can only imagine how this must have constrained his mobility. He is making up for lost time as we grant him a tad of freedom while waiting for an orthopedic appointment. We have been home a week today. In that time, Dave has gone back to work and fought a nasty tummy bug. We have hosted 5 families for R's annual birthday bash on the 4th and I have gotten the nasty tummy bug which I am still working through as I lay here going on my 25th hour (I did get up a couple of times). Teamir knows us to be his more and more each day. I am still learning his cries and fusses and would do anything for him when he whimpers and claps his hands at the same time.
We have not transitioned to his newly given name yet and I am not sure if or when we will. Each person must do what they feel best for their child but having been in Ethiopia and hearing caregivers coo his name, not to mention having many people asking if we are aware of the meaning (miracle), transitioning him to Gabriel has become less of a priority. He is a miracle - he is our Teamir. I have had to answer to many people who have inquired when or how we will change over or even if...I almost feel guilty. I am at a loss when it comes to blogging. Not sure what new direction to take because everything has built up to the day we would bring him home. Anyway - I am sad that Ethiopia is a memory for now and look toward the next trip there whether to expand our family or help in some way or take Teamir back. I still follow everyone's journey but am still processing.
Peace
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For those of us waiting....whether it be for a referral, court date, a second court date (us)...seeing this and reading how it is going is like water to a thirsty man. Can't get enough. thank you. I am so glad that all is going well. He is a beautiful baby.
I agree with Jen. It's so neat to follow what life is like AFTER all this waiting and anticipation. That is what I truly crave to ease my anxieties.....and this will be our 4th child! It's just a whole new experience-- adopting internationally. Thank you for your transparency and sharing your heart, Ellen!
As your driver drove you all out of the Ayat Residence, I waved, knowing you couldn't see me from my upstairs window...knowing that giving you your space during this special time meant more then me trying to get to know you and visa-versa. Watching you pull from your son's eyes, both life and joy, and watching him give it back in return, I could only whisper, "There goes an excellent Mommy and an awesomee Daddy."
Some things go unspoken, yet some things must be said aloud..."Ellen, I'm So Proud of You and Dave and Teamir's big sister----You All Are Love In Full Movement! Continue your Journey-Continue to educate the World!"
***My son and daughter fell head over heels in love with Dave---give him their love***
Very well said. I imagine is is more than a lot to process. :)
As one in the "waiting" part of the process, it is very inspiring to see any photos you feel like posting of little Teamir as he grows. Reading blogs like yours gives us hope as we await the child God has in mind for us!
Sending you love and peace.
I love the name Teamir, "miracle." How beautiful is that? As beautiful as the little face I see on this post.
Peace in your processsing...
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